My anger, is it a symptom of my depression?
God, I think I am one big disappointment to you. I think this because I judge myself. As your word says, as we judge, so we are judged.
Things I do to disappoint God:
- I do not give him a full days work
- I do not manage my money to glorify him (stewardship)
- I do not pray as I should, but the question is, how should I pray?
- I waste time, talent and spiritual gifts!
- I don't trust God.
I trusted God that all these issues of the past have been dealt with. I trusted that revisiting them would be unnecessary. It seems that it is other people's requirements that these issues get dragged out.