Tuesday, October 16, 2007

My anger, is it a symptom of my depression?

God, I think I am one big disappointment to you. I think this because I judge myself. As your word says, as we judge, so we are judged.

Things I do to disappoint God:
  • I do not give him a full days work
  • I do not manage my money to glorify him (stewardship)
  • I do not pray as I should, but the question is, how should I pray?
  • I waste time, talent and spiritual gifts!
  • I don't trust God.

I trusted God that all these issues of the past have been dealt with. I trusted that revisiting them would be unnecessary. It seems that it is other people's requirements that these issues get dragged out.